Failure.

This morning has not been great. Yes, it started at 1am this morning when the three of us had one of our talks, really sad and depressing. I thank God for the darkness that time and my tears were not seen.

I failed her, I mean we failed her. We caused more pain when our intention was to cushion her from pain. Sad, isn't it? We were such failures. Now trust becomes an issue. Lies makes us uncomfortable.

As soon as it may seem, I want things to be normal. Please.

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On another note.
I just found out that my Final papers (major requirement and yes there were 2 papers) for COMCOMM (Community Communication) last term didn't really make it to my professor's inbox.

WHY YOU ASK?

Because it was just sitting pretty in my DRAFTS! Damn it! DAMN ITTT. I checked my sent items to be sure and YES, I wasn't able to send it. Stupid.

Now I understand why I got a 2. That paper was kick-ass and my professor didn't get to read the damn thing! UGHHHHH!

Stupid.

Such a failure.